Some one pls help me translate these to english, these sms are very important to me

[youichi]

a kh tot tai sao a di tinh a kh yeu e sao a co biet e bi benh tim kh mot khi e buon hay la hon gian la e se dao tim nhieu nhieu a hieu kh co le se chet neu a lam cho e dau kho a hsin oi me cua a kh hieu e va cung kh chap nhan e e mong me a hieu va yeu nhu a yen e vay e kh muong o ben a vi kh co a e kh the nao ngu dc a hoi ban a coi lam the nao bao lanh cho e o ben day 3 hoac 6 thang ve vn mot lan dc kh a

neu dc o day lau e se tiem cong viet khat thich hop de e lam a hieu kh vi cong viet cua e kh tot lam vi e kh co nhieu tien de me e kham bac sy e kh dam yeu ai vi e so nguoi chong thich uong bai thich danh bai thich danh vo thich di lam tinh e chiu dau kh hieu e kh muong xa a du chi mot gio va them dc a om trong long

co le e co beby that roi cho nen luc nao e cung can a cham soc cho e hom e thu nhieu lam cho nen e rat la met a biet kh neu that e co beby thi a tin sao that su e mong co mot dua con cua a vi nua a kh cuoi e thi e cung co con cua a cho e do nho a nhung e so lam a oi neu con co me ma kh co cha chuyen nay ve vn e di kham bac sy neu e co beby that su e se pha thai a chiu kh

[carolton67]

a kh tot tai sao a di tinh a kh yeu e sao a co biet e bi benh tim kh mot khi e buon hay la hon gian la e se dao tim nhieu nhieu a hieu kh co le se chet neu a lam cho e dau kho a hsin oi me cua a kh hieu e va cung kh chap nhan e e mong me a hieu va yeu nhu a yen e vay e kh muong o ben a vi kh co a e kh the nao ngu dc a hoi ban a coi lam the nao bao lanh cho e o ben day 3 hoac 6 thang ve vn mot lan dc kh a

neu dc o day lau e se tiem cong viet khat thich hop de e lam a hieu kh vi cong viet cua e kh tot lam vi e kh co nhieu tien de me e kham bac sy e kh dam yeu ai vi e so nguoi chong thich uong bai thich danh bai thich danh vo thich di lam tinh e chiu dau kh hieu e kh muong xa a du chi mot gio va them dc a om trong long

co le e co beby that roi cho nen luc nao e cung can a cham soc cho e hom e thu nhieu lam cho nen e rat la met a biet kh neu that e co beby thi a tin sao that su e mong co mot dua con cua a vi nua a kh cuoi e thi e cung co con cua a cho e do nho a nhung e so lam a oi neu con co me ma kh co cha chuyen nay ve vn e di kham bac sy neu e co beby that su e se pha thai a chiu kh

I suggest next time, you post your personal messages privately due to their personal nature. I'm very uncomfortable translating such personal information; however, since you did state that this was very important to you, this is what I could decipher. Some uncertain words are in parentheses.

If you are not well, then why did you go to the (province/ town?). Don't you love me. Are you aware that I have a heart condition. If I am sad or angry I will be have much heart pain, do you understand. Maybe, I will perish if you make me suffer from sadness. You said that your mother does not understand me and also does not accept me. I hope that your mother will understand me and love me the way you love me. I (don't) want to be with you because I can't sleep without you. [The word "don't" was translated directly from the message, but I put it in parentheses because I feel that it might have been a typo or an error] Ask your friend if there's anyway to sponsor me so I can stay here and return to VN every 3-6 months.

If I can stay here longer I will find a suitable job to make you understand, my job is not that great, because I don't have much money for my mother to see a doctor. I don't dare love anyone because I'm afraid of having a husband who likes to drink, gamble, abuse his wife, and is promiscuous. I won't have that. I don't want to be apart from you for even 1 hour, I long to hold you in my arms.

Perhaps I'm really having a baby that's why I always need you to take care of me. I've endured much, that's why I'm very tired, don't you know? What will you do if I'm really having a baby. Honestly, I wish to have your child because if you don't marry me then I will have your child so that I won't miss you so much. However, I'm very scared that the child will have a mother and no father. On the return trip to VN, I will see a doctor. If I'm pregnant I will have an abortion, would you agree?